DONE all the shoots for the week done. work tonight. day off and editing tomorrow.

ok so that was a busy busy week yet amazing at the same time.

i want my life to be like that all the time. well not all the time but work wise :D

i did most the shoots this week for favours which i love- if it can make peoples work better then im all for it.

the shoot i did yesterday for my exhibition was amazing.

i worked with two of the most talented people i know.seriously good pictures and also one of my best friends as the assistant.win.

i want to put 3 images like this one on the wall but i dont think they'll work with what my intention is. GOD DAMN.

the other four are better .yeah they are.

shoot went good.

really really enjoyed it- something different and creative and got some awsome images.

but the best thing about the night is people knowing what they want. they see and image that they've created and the light just comes on. I've experienced it myself and its a good feeling but watching it happen to someone else is definatley 100% a better feeling.

Got another one all day tomorrow- the big one. the important one. the one that wil hopefully be on a wall for a year after its finished.

i cant wait to see what they comeout like. defo worth getting up for in the morning.

as for tonight... a night of one tree hill season 5 (peyton and lucas' relationship gives me hope in life, not just in relationships just in friendships and philosophy) and the Bangtidy celebrity juice.

im also fulfilling my ocd and fully cleaning my room and organising my sneakers.

busy.busy.busy.

thats me all week. but its all fun. photographing different people different ideas, give my creative part chance to run away which must be a bonus for relaxation. not that i get stressed easily though to be fair. i don't see the point, we can shout and scream or loose sleep and worry constantly but the thing your doing this over is going to come round sooner or later and theres nothing loosing sleep can do about it apart from ruin yourself.

much easier to take it as it comes and think things through and prepare. its gotta make you stronger either way.

back to the point...got a shoot tonight feeling not nervous but rather excited. see how it goes ey :)

i also get to dance my ass off like a lunatic later at work-bonus.

I cant wait to explore this with people.

Life is busy this week. must remember to stop and breathe.

"we know who we are.But not who we may become."

Sometimes the world really does suck.

How can a safeplace become unsafe or what you know as normal become uncomfortable.

I was thinking about this today.as much as i take my life for granted if it all fell apart then i think Ive got a few decent people i could fall back on.

people that care about me as much as i care about them.

friends are a tricky thing.

what is the ultimate friend?

Some one to talk too.someone that asks if your ok, some one you can cry on, some one you can laugh with?

I honestly dont have the answer. but i know if it came down to me or one of my friends not being in this world id jump in front of them without a second thought. because without them. as lame as it sounds and i know it does, the worlds nothing without reliance and loyalty.

even if they prove themselves for only a second. that second means the world.

on a really stupid note.

Justin Bieber is seriously invading my life. even the programme that can cheer me up on one of the worst days is obsessed with him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6KG70d6qbVE

this is something me and my friends would do.

do you no why?

because we can. were crazy like that.

'i wouldn't change one second of our life together.'

do you ever feel like your trapped in your own mind. every thought every idea seems pointless or overwhelming?

i do this as a choice. to overload the mind so much that the most obsurd and impossible dreams race through the mind like a virtual merry go round.

then one image.idea.dream stops everything. freezes you and your surroundings and suddenly.

makes sense.